In The Brilliance Of Your Compassion

In The Brilliance Of Your Compassion:

I stand here broken, beaten
Falling into the brilliant light of your compassion
Staring at the light as it moves
Over my wounds reflecting in the pools
The shallows of blood pooling
Your compassion
Your healing light
I stand here now
A new man a new vessel
Reflecting not on the past
But upon your grace
Your love
Your compassion
Your caring words towards me
You have moved me
You have healed me
I stand here today
Because of your three small words

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Dark Chocolate

Dark Chocolate:

So bitter sweet
This chocolate on my lips
To heal a broken heart
Or to break it more
Remembering the box
That bitter sweet box
You brought me on our first date
The small rose pinned to the top
I can remember how everyone
Everyone of those chocolates taste
Oh this bitter sweet
Dark chocolate how it heals my heart
How it breaks it more
This bitter sweet bite
These bitter sweet memories
Tear me down and rebuild me
All at once

A Constellation Of Wounded Existence

A Constellation Of Wounded Existence:

A constellation of wounded existence
And brilliant eyes staring
Up at the sky the stars
No more then scars
Wounds of the past
Hemorrhaging blood splatter
From comets of destruction
Bringers of pain and sorrow
Your words hit like meteors
Every slice of your tongue
Another crater in my heart
Another scar to form
I look down at my hemorrhaging heart
The blood splatter on the floor
A constellation of memories
Of a wounded existence
I stare down at the blood stains
As I would look upon the stars
Wondering how they were formed

Her Sweet Lips Like Shrapnel

Her Sweet Lips Like Shrapnel:

Her sweet lips how they seduce me

Draw me in and tear me down

Her word like shrapnel

Blasting from her lips

Tearing right through me

Why do I let her do this to me

She kills me every day

Does she even know it

One kiss and I'm craving

More of her sweet lips

One kiss and I'm picking

More shrapnel from my lips

I give her my heart

I give her my sweet words

And my loving touch

And she turns back

Blasting out shrapnel from her lips

I long for her

For the few moments of bliss

Before she tears me down

With those sweet shrapnel filled lips

Fallen

Fallen:

We fell here this day
We lost our wings
Were we ever more then man
Are we angels this day
Demons we be
Fallen from heavens grace
This day we reclaim
Our souls
Our wings forever clipped
Is this what we wanted
Is this all there is for us
To live among mortal man
To slave
To work
To stay alive
Are we this day evil
Are we this day man
Forsake the one we fought with
And become like them
Follow this demon
And our selfs become the beast
Fallen this day from heavens grace
This is the burden of our disgrace

Intolerable

Intolerable:

I try this day to bare
To hold my tongue
Bite down hard
I cannot bare you
Or tolerate
The way you do
The things you do
I breathe in deep
Let out slow
And try to not
Cut you down
The pest in my ear
The drip in the sink
All fail in comparison
To you
Your the nails on the chalkboard of my mind
You are the true meaning of
Intolerable

There For You

There For You:

This time
I will look
This time
I will see
This time your will
Will have no hold on me
You bother me
You trouble me
This time I will hold my tongue
Bid my time
And wait
Your mistakes
Your undoing
My hands your destruction
When you slip
I will be there
Not to catch you but to
Cheer the rock that tripped you
Your path is not my path
My path not a mirror
Simply the way I go
To insure
Your impending doom
You strike and I fall away
Slipping into the shadows
You cannot hear me
You cannot see me
Just know I am
Not there to catch you
But I am there for you

Curse You Karma

Curse You Karma:

Twisted fates
Oh sweet sorrow
Karma I have cursed you
Never returning what I have given
My heart in shambles
I care yet never cared for
I fall yet never caught
I cry never yet for joy
This day has your debt come due
Have my letters to you
Oh sweet Karma finally moved you
Is this the day you give to me
Give to me what you owe me
If even half of what I have given
If even half you return to me
I will forever be grateful
My sweet Karma
That my friend is enough
To mend my heart
To mend my soul
Oh sweet Karma is this the day
The day your debt to me comes due

Google Voice Goes Widget

Must say that I'm totally loving the widgets for the Google Voice app that was just updated not to long ago on the Android Market helping fix one of my biggest issues with the Android client with a quick easy way to change the call settings. Now with one touch you can toggle from Google Voice Call or Cell Network Call for those of us that got sick of the ask every time option having to stay on to get a easy way to toggle options.

Tweet Deck Android Beta Widgets

Well the latest version of the Android version of Tweet Deck is out and now with three widget option one of them is basically the some as another though so I think of it as 2 widgets. A post widget and a short cut widget NO stream feed widget which for me was a disappointment does anyone else seem to think this was a bit of a let down or are you happy with the current widget selections? As always the link to the latest version is http://www.tweetdeck.com/go/android/

Nightmares And Dreams

Nightmares And Dreams:
My poison and pleasure
Oh one in the same
My memories and nightmares
A blur in my mind
Haunted and teased
Why do you curse me
My mind you betray me
Sainity I miss thee
Sleep oh how I need thee
Deaths embrace I seek
Release
When can I dream again
Nightmares
Be gone let me lay in peace
My nights seem endless
As I long for someone's embrace

Tin Heart

Tin Heart:
I wish I know who
When and where
Your heart was lost

Who stole it
Who broke it
Were are the pieces now

I sit here and wonder
Will you ever love another
Without your heart to give again

Your eyes a window into your soul
An empty place where I long to go
The key long lost among your broken heart

The thiefs hand grasp long released
Did you see the way he parted
Or did he yet blind you

Oh how I wonder if
You could ever long another
Your heart I long to find

And steal it back before another

Future Without

Future Without:
I could not keep you
I could not hold you
No matter how hard I tried
Your will to strong to be contained
I'm left to wonder how
You are
Where
You are
And wish I was more then just a man
To rewind the clock
And try again
Or make me forget
It all again
To see a million futures
With out you in the end
Maybe I could see one
Were I would be happy again

The Road We Call Life

The Road We Call Life:
Come and walk with me
Along this broken
Lonely road we call life
Enduring the brutality
Battling off our demons

Relinquishing our dreams
Inquiring of our self
The nature of our own heart
The desires of our own soul
Entering into a darker door
Relinquishing our life in death, this is the road we call life

Ashes In The Wind

Ashes In The Wind:
A distant fire raging
The smell of sweet ashes in the wind
A cold chill running up my spine
The feel of your fire on my skin
This world nothing more then a mirror into your soul
This fire an image of your heart
Ashes floating through the air your way of calling out to me

Trillian For Android Open Beta - Update

I have been very impressed so far with the latest update to the Trillian Android Beta version the only bugs I seem to have lately is that the push e-mail does not seem to work from what I can tell. I cannot set my display picture and scrolling is broken in landscape mode. Other then that I think it is better then any IM client currently on the market but I will be giving Beejive a test run later on.